{"id":4962,"date":"2015-02-09T20:10:18","date_gmt":"2015-02-09T19:10:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nillans.com\/?p=4962"},"modified":"2015-02-09T20:10:50","modified_gmt":"2015-02-09T19:10:50","slug":"nagon-som-forstar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/?p=4962","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e5gon som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att prata med n\u00e5gon som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r. N\u00e5gon som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r hur ont det g\u00f6r d\u00e4r inne utan att synas utanp\u00e5.<br \/>\nAtt det tar all ork att \u00f6ppna en mj\u00f6lkpaket.<\/p>\n<p>Ig\u00e5r fick jag en stund med en s\u00e5dan person. Jag orkar inte prata i telefon men det finns n\u00e5gra f\u00e5 undantag. Ett s\u00e5dant undantag ringde ig\u00e5r&#8230;lilla mor&#8230;<br \/>\nAtt sedan lilla mor ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r sjuksk\u00f6terska (och lite mer d\u00e4rtill) g\u00f6r ju inte saken s\u00e4mre ;) D\u00e4r andra, ej v\u00e5rdutbildade, har sina tankar kring utsagor s\u00e5 har lilla mor samma tankeg\u00e5ng som jag sj\u00e4lv. Ja, jo, nog hade jag kanske velat att hon tolkat p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt i just detta l\u00e4ge men nu tolkade hon som jag. Det som lugnade var ju att jag faktiskt inte f\u00e5tt n\u00e5got telefonsamtal fr\u00e5n Reumatologen \u00e4n. Hade de hittat n\u00e5got i biopsin borde de ha tjoat h\u00f6gt vid detta laget (tycker vi b\u00e5da iaf). N\u00e4rvarande i verkligheten\u00a0blir jag inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n jag har f\u00e5tt h\u00f6ra att jag antingen kan ta det lugnt eller b\u00f6rja fightas. Ovissheten t\u00e4r enormt.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/nillans.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/co_MG_5425.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-4963\" src=\"http:\/\/nillans.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/co_MG_5425.jpg\" alt=\"co_MG_5425\" width=\"600\" height=\"620\" srcset=\"https:\/\/nillans.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/co_MG_5425.jpg 600w, https:\/\/nillans.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/co_MG_5425-290x300.jpg 290w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag vet att det \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt till v\u00e5r men hela jag blir glad \u00f6ver sm\u00e5 sm\u00e5 bevis p\u00e5 att vi g\u00e5r dit\u00e5t. Kaprifolen \u00e4r en t\u00e5lig en och struntar i om det kommer n\u00e5gra k\u00f6lddagar. Den stretar glatt mot den stora gula lampan. Idag har jag hittat en livsande i min tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd under solens starka v\u00e4rmande str\u00e5lar. D\u00e5 ler jag. D\u00e5 kan jag f\u00f6r en stund gl\u00f6mma allt jag grubblar p\u00e5.<br \/>\nJag \u00e4r ingen vinterm\u00e4nniska&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att prata med n\u00e5gon som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r. N\u00e5gon som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r hur ont det g\u00f6r d\u00e4r inne utan att synas utanp\u00e5. Att det tar all ork att \u00f6ppna en mj\u00f6lkpaket. Ig\u00e5r fick jag en stund med en s\u00e5dan person. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/nillans.com\/?p=4962\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13,15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4962","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-familj","category-fundersamt"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4962","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4962"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4962\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4965,"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4962\/revisions\/4965"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4962"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4962"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nillans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4962"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}